Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Suddenly getting emo?

          Well, it should be only the fun thing to have during this holiday or should I call it study week instead? Never mind. I'm having so much fun lately but now something invade my mind and spoil my mood. Sometimes it hurt me and makes me feel I'm back to the old me. Maybe some people might think that I'm just perfect in the way I am but the truth is I'm not like what you all thinking. I might look like I'm full of confident but I'm NOT. Low profile is the best word to describe who I am. So, please stop jealous with me. I have nothing okay. ha ha ha..
          There are a lot of stories that you never knew about me. Everyone has the good and dark side inside themselves. But, how can I change myself to satisfy other people? People can easily talking crap about you. They maybe craving of what you have or they are just born to be hater. Just so you know, I'm totally a damn good person but not until you bitch me. You good I'm good, you no good you die. It's bad to be gemini. I think I have two people inside me. Once I switch to the other version of me, people start wondering what happens to me. You can call it a mood swing too. Wow! I feel bad of having this kind of attitude. I feel so sorry. I'm always trying to control my emotion and make it stable.
             Okay, that is what I'm feeling now. It comes out without any reasons. It happens all of a sudden. Yes, I'm having a mood swing because of the flashback of what already happened in the past. It's obviously I'm not perfect but I try to improve myself everyday. Adios ~

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